I just kinda wanna vent a little if that's fine, if you didn't see it in the title I will mention suicide here so if you are triggered or disturbed by it then I'd recommend clicking off. So, for a while i've been getting more anxious (worrying about people just looking at me) and having more suicidal thoughts. I also keep getting mad/sad about the smallest things, parents talking, the tv being on etc. I've been trying to seek help without my parents knowing because they'll most likely say something like "You're just being lazy! It's because of your phone!" Etc, i've had no luck in finding anything that doesn't involve calling someone. School isn't helping me at all, im failing most of my classes. One of my teacher's is making school way harder for me, if I forgot to do homework, an assignment, am acting "rude" (basically just asking why we need to do so much homework) they automatically call my parents, the only thing they do is complain about my attendance and grades so if the teacher calls them my mom usually ends up saying im being lazy. On top of that i've been eating less since I was definitely overeating, my parents are saying that im apparently eating too little (2 meals a day sometimes a few snacks). That's pretty much it, sorry if there are any mistakes as english isn't my first language!
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