I’ve recently been questioning my gender and been getting a bit of dysphoria. I only get it sometimes and I’m not sure is it is dysphoria because I basically feel like I want to get rid of my boobs despite them being small and I wont want people to assume that I’m a girl but my mum told me once that she didn’t want to have boobs when she was younger and it went away eventually It’s like I have two minds and one is telling me I’m gender fluid and the other one is telling me that it’s normal and I’m just making it up because I’m hearing more about it. I also don’t think I could ever come out as gender fluid or anything like that. I want to tell one of my best friends because we talk about that sort of thing and she‘s bisexual and I want to talk to someone about it but I really don’t want to tell her even though I know she’d be okay with it. I also would like to change my name but I’ve already changed my name once and I don’t want to make everyone change my name again. I think I’ve figured out that I’m dealing with a lot of internalised transphobia but I’m not sure how to override it. Does anyone have any advice or has anyone experienced something similar?