So I’m afab and lately I've been thinking that i might be trans. I’ve always felt I was a bit different, but I never paid much attention to it. I didn’t hate my body and I wasn’t uncomfortable with people referring to me as a she, so I thought I was just a girl with a more masculine personality and interests. However lately it's gotten worse. I don’t like my body, interacting with people (even my closest friends and family) is stressful and I feel humiliated every time I have to speak.
I feel like coming out as a trans guy would solve most of my problems, but at the same time it scares me. I feel selfish and guilty, like I’m gonna fail my family and i somehow did this to myself, which i know doesn’t make any sense but my brain won’t stop telling me that the way i feel is all my fault. I’m also scared that I'll never be happy because of this.
Just wanted to talk about this here since I don't know who to tell. Thanks for reading :)