I am a 15-year-old, who is in high school, and I am scared of coming out. Not from people from my high school. It's to my parents and my friends from middle school who don't know that I am pansexual. I am scared to come out to my family because I feel like if I do they will take it as a joke and say that ¨it's just a phase¨ or ¨your too young and confused¨. I am scared to come out to my friends from middle school especially to the one I have a crush on if I come out I feel like they would be uncomfortable and not want to be friends with me anymore.
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Coming out is different for everyone and I don't know you or the people around you but I'll try my best. I think the best advice I can give is to come out however you feel the most comfortable. For me, that was a text message I sent over a weekend so I wouldn't have to see the friends I just came out to for a few days, but I know that doesn't work for everyone, and that also doesn't really work for coming out to family, either.
I understand feeling like they aren't going to believe you, I also struggled with that while I was in the closet, but ultimately the probability that they'll assume your faking for attention is fairly low, and even if they do, they'll probably come around eventually. If you feel like there is a chance things might become unsafe when you come out to them make sure you have a plan in place, like a close friend who would let you stay with them. I'm sure you've heard this before, but if you don't feel comfortable enough to sit down and have a direct conversation with them you can always write it down in a letter or email and then leave the house for a little while to let them process.
As for the friends, I think that how you come out to them depends heavily on who they are. I was lucky that most of my friends were accepting and I was in a position to push away the ones that weren't, but I know not everyone is in that same situation. If they aren't people you see very often or if they don't go to the same school, you can very easily stop hanging out with them if they turn out to be homophobic, but if you see them often that can be a lot harder. If I were you I would try explaining over text, email, a phone call, or some other way were you can explain your sexuality without being in the same room as them. I know even then it's super scary and overwhelming and I wish I could give you some magical solution but their isn't one. Coming out is scary and feels completely impossible but at the end of the day it gets better and if you're struggling today or you just don't feel ready tomorrow always exists.