Confused about gender??? Please help!

For awhile now I have identified as fluidflux (genderfluid + genderflux). I feel that my gender goes from male, to female, to nonbinary and also that my gender ranges from intensity. For example, somedays I identify more as a she/they but some times it's he/she, they/them, he/him, or whatever. Even though I feel like this and strongly identify with it (I have since I was in 2nd grade), I also feel like I am nonbinary/androgynous. The best way I can describe it is if someone who was born without a gender was fluidflux. I feel like even when I am male or female I was still born without a gender no madder what. Most days I do identify as a they/them too. Is there a name for someone who is nonbinary/androgynous and still fluidflux? I have seen it been called Demifluidflux but I don't feel like I am just half way fluidflux or anything. Sorry if this made no since but please help me?