this is a very scary and hard thing for me to talk about but i know people aren't really coming on here so no one is going to see it haha. i just wanted to share that i have sat through all urges to purge so far this month. this is something i have struggled with on and off for six years but very consistently for the past three, and horribly so all through last year. it's been the hardest habit for me to shake, but i'm getting there. i've "binged" every night this week and sat with the urges and ridden them out, no matter how much it hurt. i am very proud of myself because this is not something i prioritise enough.
i wanted you to know that i'm not perfect. i struggle too. there are some hard days. overall i'm doing pretty okay, and i am doing so much better than ever before. but it's hard. it's really hard. it gets easier, slowly. and we can do this together. i'm making more progress now than i have in quite some time and i am very proud of myself and i really wanted to share that with you.
anyway, thank you all for your support and your love. i hope this helped remind you that we all struggle and that i am not perfect, and that sometimes it's really difficult. but we can push through and conquer anything.
Thank you for sharing, I also struggle with an eating disorder I know how hard it can be to fight the urges keep up the good work you deserve recovery ❤️